AlreadyDead (psykoboy2) wrote,
AlreadyDead
psykoboy2

The days move forward for when I have to return to work. To a job that has changed immensly in just one week. Monday wasn't bad. But after that, it all seems to have fallen apart there. I haven't fallen into place yet and probably won't for quite some time. Then again, I may not want to at all.

I'm scared and excited.
Looking forward to the future and dreading it as well.

I wish I had a better path to follow on this trip. I wish I had someone to follow it with.

The days go by faster now, and soon, they will come to move at a snail's pace.

This is me telling you I am sad. This is not me crying out for help.

It's hard to see how much I let myself live in this world that didn't exist. This world of everything's fine so long as you suspend disbelief. The reality of it is, is that nothing is as it should be. And it may never be again.
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