I swear to god if I ever really lost my composure...lost my temper, whatever...I think I would actually kill someone. Not anyone specific or anything. Just that, right now..I'm pissed, hateful, angry..at what or whom I am not sure. I am pretty sure it involves work in some way. Anyway...glad I can hide it well. No one seems to be the wiser around here, cept for when our receptionist reads this.